Have you had a diagnosis and you are scared?

Hi there
been told you have a “dis-ease” is one of the most terrifying moments one can experience! for me it was as though time stood still, I could feel the blood rush up my body from my feet to my forehead and pearls of sweat attaching to my every outer cell in my body my skin felt sticky and my clothes stuck to my aching heart. But for me I had this knowing that I would be ok, what ever happens all will be well! did any of you have this trigger? On some level the fear momentarily disappears and its as though you surrender to that place you find yourself in- lets face it there’s nothing else to do. but I felt the pain, the emotional part of me was heavy my thoughts were jumbled up I couldn’t think straight it was like everything I thought was in pieces and what i needed to do was start to put those pieces back together again and make sense of what had happened how on earth I’d managed to manifest this word, label, illness that seemed completely alien to me, about me, it happens to others but how me??
That was two years ago pretty much to the day!